Monday, August 3, 2009

Birthing Pain


COSMIC ASCENSION

~as ONE WITH I AM ~

sometimes love asks of us

to let go and stand in our truth…

for love is not a mamby, pamby

energy

it is all powerful!!!!!!!!!

sometimes love would ask of me

to “stand in my light”

and honor THAT WHICH I AM…

when there is an attachment

as with loved ones and family members

this can be very painful…

yet

there is no one here in

this body but love's presence

I AM the grand dissolver

of illusion…

that presence within me now

is dissolving all unlike itself

“thru me”

the more light I contain

the more I am asked to transmute…

this is the service i asked

to be a part of…

service does not always look

like a wedding cake…

it does not always feel

like love…

at times…it feels awful…

yet

with each allowing

I encapsulate more light

as I dissolve the spaces

where love is void…

to be attached to family…job.. survival…

feeling loved…

all of these come up to be transformed…

to be let go of

to be released for they have

“held” us in time…

we must let go so that

the “truth of love”

can be birthed…

this does not mean we “withdraw”

our love

it means we allow all of the faces

of “us”

to be the mirror

by which we ascend…

it does mean at times we need to

“seem to separate”

liken to the dance

of oil and water…

yet

the promise is that

this is only an appearance..

that nothing can in truth

ever be separate…

we are simply bringing “home”

all aspects of our self

all IS….

there is no special ness…

when we take off the labels we give to form

such as father…mother…daughter…

best friend…worst friend…

Christmas…Easter…

these are all “worldly” names

we have given special ness to…

we have “made them special”

when simply stated

“ALL IS”

this is the eye I am asked to see thru…

no names….no special ness…

no attachments…

simply abiding in the now

and blessing whatever is in front of me…

embracing all

allowing all

this is the true meaning of humility…

another name for service

is “sacrifice”

in other words…to give up the beliefs

of the insane world

to birth the real world…

I am a midwife

birthing a new world…

moments of ecstasy and moments

of labor pains

are all a part of this birthing..

today I am in labor pains

setting free another “me”

whose purpose is to show me

where I still do not honor that which I AM…

happy birthing…

denisa

deniseanew@aol.com


Birthing Pain

being accused of "coldness"
for not empathizing
with one suffering from grief
guilt ensued
with honestly revealing
my lack of sadness...
only laughter was what i felt...
i looked within
and there i saw denial of past grief...
a clearing felt needed...
asking to be forgiven
for the sorrow i feel
for hiding grief
behind a mask of laughter...
gratitude now felt
for all who offer me
this forgiveness
without further accusation
of my "coldness"

michael


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