~as ONE WITH I AM ~
sometimes love asks of us
to let go and stand in our truth…
for love is not a mamby, pamby
energy
it is all powerful!!!!!!!!!
sometimes love would ask of me
to “stand in my light”
and honor THAT WHICH I AM…
when there is an attachment
as with loved ones and family members
this can be very painful…
yet
there is no one here in
this body but love's presence
I AM the grand dissolver
of illusion…
that presence within me now
is dissolving all unlike itself
“thru me”
the more light I contain
the more I am asked to transmute…
this is the service i asked
to be a part of…
service does not always look
like a wedding cake…
it does not always feel
like love…
at times…it feels awful…
yet
with each allowing
I encapsulate more light
as I dissolve the spaces
where love is void…
to be attached to family…job.. survival…
feeling loved…
all of these come up to be transformed…
to be let go of
to be released for they have
“held” us in time…
we must let go so that
the “truth of love”
can be birthed…
this does not mean we “withdraw”
our love
it means we allow all of the faces
of “us”
to be the mirror
by which we ascend…
it does mean at times we need to
“seem to separate”
liken to the dance
of oil and water…
yet
the promise is that
this is only an appearance..
that nothing can in truth
ever be separate…
we are simply bringing “home”
all aspects of our self
all IS….
there is no special ness…
when we take off the labels we give to form
such as father…mother…daughter…
best friend…worst friend…
Christmas…Easter…
these are all “worldly” names
we have given special ness to…
we have “made them special”
when simply stated
“ALL IS”
this is the eye I am asked to see thru…
no names….no special ness…
no attachments…
simply abiding in the now
and blessing whatever is in front of me…
embracing all
allowing all
this is the true meaning of humility…
another name for service
is “sacrifice”
in other words…to give up the beliefs
of the insane world
to birth the real world…
I am a midwife
birthing a new world…
moments of ecstasy and moments
of labor pains
are all a part of this birthing..
today I am in labor pains…
setting free another “me”
whose purpose is to show me
where I still do not honor that which I AM…
happy birthing…
denisa
deniseanew@aol.com
Birthing Pain
being accused of "coldness"
for not empathizing
with one suffering from grief
guilt ensued
with honestly revealing
my lack of sadness...
only laughter was what i felt...
i looked within
and there i saw denial of past grief...
a clearing felt needed...
asking to be forgiven
for the sorrow i feel
for hiding grief
behind a mask of laughter...
gratitude now felt
for all who offer me
this forgiveness
without further accusation
of my "coldness"
michael
What feelings need to move in you today? Write them out then bless and release.