Thursday, December 3, 2009

All that comes is but a gift of Love



All that comes is but a gift of Love
 
I resist my cancer
I resist my nausea
I resist my fatigue
“What do you come to show? I ask
“You called us to show the darkness of guilt you have hid.” They reply.
“Let us be and we will reveal all these dark spaces
allowing them to surface for you forgiving.
Are you willing?”They ask.
I resist at first, then a light brightens 
revealing all I have called to myself
these  gifts, now willingly I bless 
sending my love,
my regret  for denying my request
my gratefulness for the gifts they bring
a lightness of being my forgiveness brings
to share with you and all who send their love or not.
michael

 
the sweetness of your message
fills my heart with
the joy of knowing
the bounty that forgiveness brings

this walk in forgiveness...
i take it with you
forgiving fear
forgiving judgments
forgiving expectations
of myself and all others

as i 'hand' them to jeshua
i see that jeshua and i
 merge into one
and as one
we bless, embrace and heal
all beliefs that would 'hold' me in place

now....in this present moment....
heaven opens its arms to me
and i am Home....

but only... if i allow myself
to live into the truth of who i am

in every moment of every day
always the one thought before me is.....

i bless all that appear before me
i forgive all that rise up within me

blessing and forgiving....
my constant state of mind....

until finally....

one day....

all i see....

is the shimmering radiance of Love
behind all form

now....there is nothing else for me....
only Love in form is all i see

anne






Thursday, November 19, 2009

~ YOU ARE THE LIVING VORTEX ~

~ YOU ARE THE LIVING VORTEX ~
 
dear one...
 
you are the living waters of love...
you are the chalice of wine
that overflows with the love of heaven
when you choose for love....
 
i know that many of you
wonder as to why i would have you
"see only love" as your earthly eyes
would at times bring you a perception
that appears unlike love itself....
 
yet....i say unto you
you and you alone are the "chooser"...
you are a field of "isness"...
you live within my isness in all moments
as i abide within you...
we are an eternal dance of love
 
to "choose for love" is more than just a
catchy phrase that "sounds good"
and appeals to your soul...
love itself is the very power of the universe...
the cosmos.....all that is....
 
you are "all that is"
 
with each choice to see only love
you literally and figuratively move the living
vortex that surrounds you...
with each choice for love you move this vortex
counter clockwise... as it spins in this direction
it creates realities that will be a mirror of your very choice....
 
your world dear ones
is free....fluid...changeable...
you hold the cards....you are the dealer
of the cards....you spin the world...
 
with each choice for love
you literally choose for the whole
for there is no separation...
thus you bring to yourself experiences
of love's presence behind every now moment....
 
to choose to judge...to choose fear...
is to separate your living vortex so that it
literally detaches itself from
my heart of love...
it spins clockwise.....shooting off from itself
fear filled realities and experiences unlike
the truth of that which you are....
 
you literally separate the vortex of living waters
and your energy field descends and spins
in the opposite direction of your true desire....
 
would not your only desire be
to "spin with me"...????? 
 
love is an action word....yes...dear one
it is an action taken by you....chosen by you
and it is your divine heritage to
experience the most beautiful of mirrors
that reflect the glory...the unlimited...
the "allness" of you.....
 
when you choose to "see only love"
in all circumstances
you bring loves perfect SOLUTION...
 
yes....this is the power of the blessing
within you...
you choose for love....seeing love
and the resolution to the appearance
will reflect itself as love "in time"
 
so...my beloved's
what is your purpose?????
 
if you truly and deeply take within
these words and the truth that exists
behind them....you will know
that it is to be "my single eye"....
 
 
with oh so much love
 
 
~the voice of love ~
 
 
 
denisa

Saturday, November 14, 2009

the only true prayer is that of allowance...


the only true prayer is that of allowance...

knowing that i am not the maker and the doer
and that life lives thru this body mind...
to rest in that sweet surrender that "allows"
all to be "as it is"...

to be as the witness who simply observes
all that arises and passes away
thru this body mind
until the body itself returns to dust...

and the "love" that we are returns
to be used in service once again
to proclaim the good...the holy and the beautiful...

for their is no death...
yes....we would call the death of the body
death
yet the body is not real...
therefore... .neither is death...

to be called to an even grander service
to love
is the "natural state of the soul"....

there is a deep sadness that permeates me
upon hearing of Michaels cancer returning...
and yet...
deep in my "self" i know this is
a selfish thought
for his value to the at-one-ment
is known by our source
and to that he will be taken....

whether here or still here "yet not seen"
thru earthly eyes....
i know matters not...

"little me" would love nothing more
than for this beautiful man
to be here with me and all
much longer...
maybe this will be ...
yet,,,if not
i will allow it to be so....

tears of surrender
stream from my eyes...
allowance is not for sissy's.....

with love
denisa

Thursday, November 12, 2009

~LOVE FLOWS FREELY~

~LOVE FLOWS FREELY~
 
 
TO BIRTH CHRIST
is to allow your inner kingdom
to be the river of love
that touches all things with its
"presence"...
 
their can be no limits
placed on this flowing river
of love
for to do so
impedes all of "me" that love itself
would nourish along my journey
 
 
when I limit my love
I birth "appearances of withheld love"
in my awareness...
 
my river must flow unobstructed
for if it does not
its waters of love will not reach
the gentle child who is standing
on the shores of time
waiting for its water and wine....
 
yes....
to walk as Christ all of my inner kingdom
must flow again as these waters
of love....
 
to withhold my love
from any moment in my field of awareness
is to stop the flow
of the divine thru me
that reaches out and touches the
furthest of stars....
the farthest of galaxy's
 
to withhold love
from any appearance
is to claim that any moment
is not the perfection of abba...
all that is... 
 
yes.... I am a creator
and love itself is the power thru which
all of creation is touched
by the love that flows thru this clear vehicle
in every moment.... 
 
the goal then
is to be as "clear" as I can
possibly be
so that the power of love itself
can flow thru me with the same surety
that the waterfall carries within itself....
 
the waterfall simply rushes to its
destination with no worries
as to where it would land....
 
this is liken to the love
that "so desires" to flow thru us
unimpeded....free of fear and judgment
yet pregnant with allowance and trust...
 
loving its entire journey
extending its crystal blue waters
into the valleys of time....
 
allow the heart to open
and burst forth with the knowingness
that this is our purpose
and allow love itself to wash every
clouded aspect of our shining diamond heart
 
 
today.....as Christ...Abba...all that is
I allow my self to "be" that which
I AM....
 
AND I AM BUT LOVE....
 
love allows....love flows...
love recognizes itself in each and every moment
and brings that which it is
to all appearances
whilst still abiding in time...
 
Jeshua speaks....
 
dear one...
your goal is to recognize
that you are the very essence
of love itself....
you are the essence of love
that abides within "all things"
to become one again with  "all that is"
is                      your goal....
 
you do this by          ~recognizing~
that very love within all things
for love itself
waits on your welcome....
 
be at peace this day..... 
 
 
 
 
denisa

Witnessing to the Truth

Witnessing to the Truth

"Truth" requires
no words
no study
no discussion
no revelation
no explanation
no elaboration
no propping up

"Truth" just "IS"
it falls like gentle rain
drenching and permeating
our very being

It makes but one request:
"See but Love,
Be but Love."

Saturday, October 17, 2009

MIRACLES OCCUR


MIRACLES OCCUR

you create a miracle
somewhere in the world
each moment
that you can "love"
what you believe to be
the unlovable....



THE VOICE OF LOVE



denisa


that is why "i am the light of the world."


Monday, October 12, 2009

i smile

i smile

in my silence
knowing is certain
nothing to fear
love is so near

michael



innocence
 
innocence is mine this moment in time...
releasing the 'hold' the idea of value has on me
there is nothing to do....
simply be in this moment just as i am
 
anne

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

right below the surface

right below the surface
 
where my earthly eyes have shown me
separation...
 
right below my feet
abide the crystal clear waters
of peace...
 
only peace abides there...
 
i take myself to that place
with only one thought...
 
"i am there now"...
 
in truth....i never left
.
i fill my self
with the waters of home...
the expanding waters
that overflow the chalice
of my being
and flow out thru me
into all of me...
 
love whispers to bless all
of my innocent creations...
 
the presence asks of me to
come and visit often
 
to "come" to love
empty....totally empty
with each thought...
 
to ask only
"how would you wish to extend
love thru this vehicle in this moment..."???
 
the "world" means nothing
yet the love extended
lives eternally...
 
it goes nowhere ...
yet it expands.....expands
into all of creation...
 
 
denisa
  
 
 
 
Surrendering

i swim in a sea of
seamless loving synchronicity
yet know it not
staining to keep my head
above the water
for fear i'll drown
yet the willingness
to sink below the surface
and drink of spirit's living water
is all that i need
to be this sea
and know the Love
that created me

michael

Friday, September 25, 2009

A Phone Call



A Phone Call

a relative, a friend calls
to tell of  insight,
recent event,
interesting occurrence,
a problem,
a treasure found...
my small self says
 "quite interesting
but what of me" ...
my larger self speaks quietly
 "receive the gift they offer
and gratefully and gracefully
receive the love
that sources all."

michael



sharing an example of Michaels message...

yesterday i witnessed an example
of how i create...

when i come from a place
of allowance
the jobs that come into my space
are easy...gentle...and wonderful

yesterday
i came from a place of "need"
i placed myself into a field
of "needing to fix something"
or so i thought...

the result
was i created a job
that was difficult...hard
unworthy of myself...

i was able to stand back...
observe...
see what a powerful creator
I AM
and how i brought this "job"
into my field of awareness
by choosing from my small self...

all of my creations are divine...
i am divine...
yet...we are now becoming
conscious creators....

if i had "let it be"
this creation would not
have appeared...

when i come from that belief
that I AM WORTHY
MY CREATIONS
WILL REFLECT THAT VERY BELIEF....

YES....they are all divine...
yet.....I AM THE CHOOSER...

when i "wait on love"
the truth of love shows up...

denisa 

Self-Realization...



Self-Realization...

cannot be experienced
without the essence
of purity...

purity is birthed
from the belief
of your innocence....


denisa
deniseanew@aol.com


yes and

i cannot see my innocence
apart from my forgiveness
for offense
you have not done
but i perceive as true
this is the glue
that makes us One


michael


Friday, September 11, 2009

Visit to Dentist

Visit to Dentist

today i visited my dentist
poking,prying,filling,
inserting,pulling,drilling
what fun!
peace, joy,
feelings of well-being
thru it all
knowing all for my welfare
knowing all is good for all
knowing all ordered by the One
to serve us all
seeing but love
filling me with joy
surrounding me with peace
in spite of the whirring
of the drill
knowing no harm can come
within the caring abundance
we call Love

michael

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Belief

Belief

no need to correct a brother...
allow all beliefs in the knowing
that what we believe
will show up for us in our world-----
will show up-----
this is the power of creation
distorted by belief....
belief making but the illusion of creation....

all power and freedom is given us....
even the power to make the unreal...
know also that all that has
an appearance of non-love
only comes to be blessed
so that the judgments
we have made may
be erased by Holy Spirit..... 
just as God allows
this power of creation in us
we are asked to allow all...
trust all....
knowing all comes to bring us
the blessings of love...
but first we must extend
this love
to know/have this love...

michael

--Ken wrote:

  Many of my ACIM friends read the following 50-verse psalm written by King
David
and find its "theology" at odds with Jesus' teachings in the Course.
This is true, the teachings in the Old Testament focus for the most part on
how one behaves in the world; while ACIM teaches "Look not outside
yourself." As far as I can tell, many ancient Israelites believed that good
people follow God's laws and God rewards them by making life easier. In
contrast, "sinners" don't follow God's laws and are often punished by bad
things happening. God smiles on (i.e., protects) those who follow His
revealed word.

But rest assured that many, probably most ancient Israelites were committed
fully and wholly to this belief, and they found tremendous peace, strength,
comfort and solace in their beliefs. While early roots of ACIM-like
spirituality are found in ancient Israel, their esoteric teachings seem to
have had a rather limited appeal.

Did the ancient Israelites find salvation through their beliefs? The
appearance of the fiery apparitions of Moses and Elijah with Jesus during
His transfiguration (Matt 17:1; Mark 9:2; and Luke 9:28) suggests "yes".
Also in the New Testament Jesus testified that He had not come to change the
Old Testament teachings (Matt 5:17).

Now read the teachings of Jesus in ACIM. "This is not a course in
philosophical speculation, nor is it concerned with precise terminology. It
is concerned only with Atonement, or the correction of perception. The means
of the Atonement is forgiveness.

.Theological considerations as such are necessarily controversial, since
they depend on belief and can therefore be accepted or rejected. A universal
theology is impossible, but a universal experience is not only possible but
necessary. It is this experience toward which the course is directed. Here
alone consistency becomes possible because here alone uncertainty ends."
(C-in.1&2)

"A universal theology is impossible, but a universal experience is not only
possible but necessary."

ACIM is a way to "purify" my perception, but is it the ONLY way to
salvation? I don't know. In the ACIM passage above Jesus seems to say "No"
rather emphatically; "A universal theology is impossible"; even ACIM.

But this I do believe. I believe that desire for salvation (the longing to
go Home) is the basis for salvation, not the words or practices of ANY
spirituality or religion. Desire is going to make me committed to whatever
practice I choose. Holy Spirit knows of my longing and yours. And I don't
know that my longing as an ACIM student is any more important or
spiritually- potent than the longing of my Catholic, Jewish, Buddhist,
Protestant, Muslim or atheist brothers and sisters.

ACIM tells me how to correct my perception corrupted by my exposure to the
teachings of fear throughout my "life" in the world. I try to practice what
ACIM teaches, but this does not mean that ACIM is the path for anyone else.

Can you imagine how sad it would make Jesus (were sadness possible for him)
for His beloved teaching to be used as a wedge to further separate the Son
of God
?

The Bible is chock full of beautiful stories and teachings witnessing to our
brother's and sisters' search for salvation. Each of us is given the freedom
to choose to believe none, any or all of what's between its covers.

If I find the Bible (or anything or anyone else) offensive in any way, it
becomes a convenient way to experience the offensive feelings, own them and
ask Spirit for correction. Thus the Bible (or anything or anyone else) can
be brought into my practice of ACIM. I have learned poisonous feelings and
the Bible becomes a dose of ipecac.

Love it or hate it, the Bible and its thousands and thousands of authors and
editors are, like you and me, the One Son of God. And I can choose to make
it and them an important part of my own experiences or not.

"Love one another" "Teach only love for that is what you are." Mmmmmm.

I love you,

ken

Thank God!

Thank God!

pain i feel today...
my mistake...
i ask to see these
unwanted scintillations
as calling for my blessing
calling for my love...
gladly acknowledging them...
straight in their eye
 i look to see
from whence
this call is made
and turn
my eye of love
to shine
upon the one
to shine
upon the many
i know not whats
bringing me this gift
gratitude is all i feel
the pain is gone
i smile... i laugh... i sing...
thank God!!!!!

michael



 
Lesson 248
 
“Whatever suffers is not part of me.”
 
Whatever suffers is not part of the truth of me. Whatever suffers is a thought within my mind made by fear. I can walk through my world and see no suffering; I can see peace and Love; it is but a choice I make. I look upon my brother as being One with me, One with God. This is my truth, this is his truth. Suffering is not of my truth but is seen as an illusion within the world I make.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I Witness Thru My Faith

I Witness Thru My Faith

my only purpose
in all i do
is finding Home...
there is no need
for lofty accomplishments...
for heroic deeds
just my knowing
of the truth
which spirit shines
within my mind...
truth is not learned
but simply recognized...
my faith leads me
to this place within
that is in truth
the only place that IS...


michael
 
Response to Brian sharing from NTI:
 
Hebrews, Chapter 11
Faith is driven by desire and powered by belief or acceptance as truth. One may say he has faith, but if he does not accept as true, his faith has no meaning at all.
The idea of faith may be placed with one thought while the power of faith is given to another. It is time for you to look honestly at your faith.
(V. 1, 2).
It is by faith that the universe was formed, and it is by faith that its seeming form is maintained today. This is the power of your faith. Because you see exactly as you see, you can also see where it is that you place your faith. (verse 3).
It is through faith that your perception of the world changes. This is the first step in letting go of dreams. For as you place your faith in that which is not seen, that which is seen changes to show you where you have placed your faith. (verse 4).
In faith, your entire perception shall seem to change in answer to the faith you have given. In this way, the perception of death is also taken away. For as you no longer place your faith with sin and guilt, the “wages of sin” as perception is also taken away. (V. 5, 6).
By faith, you will let go of illusion, knowing of the oneness that you are. In this final step of faith, the world shall be released and your acceptance of truth will be revealed. (verse 7).
Now, by faith you listen to my every word. I ask you also to practice it in faith. Practice without faith is dead, for it is your faith that brings all things to you within perception. (V. 6 – 10).
Through faith, perception is rearranged to answer the call of your awakening. As you ask for guidance, and give faith that it will be given, guidance is that which will come. It shall lead you step-by-step, not into the world, but away from it. For as you see the power of your faith, you are led to accept that the truth has always been true. And you shall see that you have been the leader of your own awakening through your Holy Spirit, which knows the true reflection that is everything. (V. 11, 12).
Your desire for the world will keep you in it, for that is the Gift you were given to be. But as you recognize that the world is not your home, and you begin to long for, desire and place faith in the Home that you know must be, you release your hand on illusion and reach out for the truth of what you are. (V. 13 – 16).
By faith in that which is beyond perception, let go of the dreams that are perceived. Do not ask in your heart for rewards [that are] given in perception. Ask only that you [may] be led away from dreams. Perception shall answer in a way that is helpful, so that you may welcome and realize an increase in faith for that which is real. (V. 17 – 19).

By faith, you bless experience.
(verse 20).
By faith, experience blesses you. (verse 21).
By faith, your willingness to let go is increased. (verse 22).
By faith, you let go of the limits of the world. (verse 23).
By faith, you let go of the world even as you seem to live in the world, so that your desire for the world can die. In this way, you live in dreams even as you let go of dreams, and you prepare your mind to awaken fully. (V. 24 – 28).
It is your faith that leads you forward, because it is your faith that makes that which you see. (verse 29).
By faith, the world’s rules no longer apply, because through faith you have released your belief in them. (verse 30).
By faith, you stand within the world and see that the world is not true. (verse 31).
By faith, you bring all that is brought to you. And so by faith, you may learn that none of it is true. As you learn this lesson, you shall giggle in acceptance and release it all in joy. For in the remembrance of truth, you shall no longer desire a distraction that hides the truth of what you are. (V. 32 – 38).
The mind is one. The desire of the heart is only one. The Spirit of God is one, and this is your holy truth. Accept in willingness all that you do know, and by faith, that which has never been true shall fully and joyously be let go. (V. 39, 40).

 

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

The King of Glory

The King of Glory

i find the king of glory
to be no king at all
no ruler who rules
as a despot
no ruler who seeks
for glory thru battle and strife
but One who loves me
as I Am
no matter what....
the kingliness is mine
as i rule my own domain....
responsible for all...
the glory is mine
as i align with
the love graced me...
by AllThatIs...

michael

--- On Mon, 9/7/09, Ken Mallory wrote:



Psalm 24

Of David. A psalm.

1 The earth is the LORD's, and everything in it,
the world, and all who live in it;

2 for he founded it upon the seas
and established it upon the waters.

3 Who may ascend the hill of the LORD ?
Who may stand in his holy place?

4 He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
who does not lift up his soul to an idol
or swear by what is false. [a]

5 He will receive blessing from the LORD
and vindication from God his Savior.

6 Such is the generation of those who seek him,
who seek your face, O God of Jacob. [b]
Selah

7 Lift up your heads, O you gates;
be lifted up, you ancient doors,
that the King of glory may come in.

8 Who is this King of glory?
The LORD strong and mighty,
the LORD mighty in battle.

9 Lift up your heads, O you gates;
lift them up, you ancient doors,
that the King of glory may come in.

10 Who is he, this King of glory?
The LORD Almighty-
he is the King of glory.
Selah
 

Friday, September 4, 2009

there is a new day


there is a new day
it is "within you"
in truth...
all of it...
the bibles...religions...dogmas...
all of it was birthed
"within you"
belief systems
yet...........to be embraced
not to let go of in anger or disdain
but to be lovingly set aside
like a child sets aside toys outgrown...
simply the child puts them in the closet
and moves to his new sandbox of creation
with toys that match his awareness....
this is what we are being asked to do...
it is time to put away the "old beliefs"
that kept us small...
that kept us in "sin"....(sin being the thought of separation)
how could there ever be separation???
 how could god ever separate itself
from itself???
...
we are innocent creators...
to put away the old
is to allow the TRUE to burst forth
within you...
to "take up your right-filled place"
means to align your thoughts
with those that speak of your divinity..
to own your power to create...
to use that very power to extend
your loving thoughts for the highest
good of all...
for you are "all"
there is no other...
let them go now...gently...gratefully...lovingly...
step into your Self...
it is right there within you now...
allow that Self to show you
"the real world"
for it is waiting within
for you to knock on its gate...
you do not even need a pass code...
simply a "knock" will do...
denisa